After a long time I felt like writing today..its not just m writing coz i have to write but coz life is sucking me.
Probably I have realised now that this is not the life that i always wished for..No no my family life is perfectly OK but its giving me motive to achieve MORE..yes there it goes..something BIG i want to achieve.
Yes.this is the same way I felt while in FY of PG when I was asked to join some new n small company by my TPO..but i declined to do so.
Now, its my company for which I am currently working for..it wants me to be a stupid Test Engineer who joins the office at 9 am and stays till 5:40 pm. Is it true ?
I dont know coz probably its only me that makin myself stupid and lazy.But , now i want to move out.I want to go around the world to do something big..may be not the biggest in the world but atleast anything bigger than my this life.
But the question thats irritating me is HOW to do that ?WHAT to do ?
Surely there's lot in the world to do for..but how to find that thing that i want to do.For which i can leave my current 9-6 Test Engineer profile.
Lemme go out and search for THAT thing that provide me inner satisfaction.
A spl note for my loving HUBBY: THANKS for being in my life..YOU made me think like that.If i achieved anything in my life, that would be all because of you. :)