break k baad

ah..after a lonnng time am back to my dear blog and m feeling so sad coz for once even i didnt remembered the way to access my blog.
But all iz well that ends well !!

This time I have been quite excited to post the things as m having lots n lots to write and thanks to "chic-po" for this. Oh yeah !! chic -po :) hold on guys...soon you will get to know about it...till then Have Patience !!

It was Tuesday evening,I was back from office after a long happy and wonderful day.I was playing with Aru then suddenly I saw blister on my left hand. I was scared to see this and then I checked it on right hand. To add to my horror there was one more on right hand.Then n there I called my mom and bhabhi and they dey showed dere doubt. I thot of going to doc but at that time even he had left and I had to spent that night in horror. Whole night I had dreams of this disease. I was never scared so much earlier. Dreaming all this finally clock ringed 8 am and Doc usually comes at this time. I quickly woke up and even asked Dheeraj to wake up so that we can go to Doc. First thing I did afte waking up was going to Doc and there he was with confirmation of "Chicken-Pox". Yes, I had chicken pox.
After knowing this for not even a second I was scared but I was damn scared.I was totally blank and called my mom to confirm her about chicken pox.
One sec guys,yes here the term "chic-po" evolved. On Wed itself I realised chicken pox is quite heavy term to be used again n again. So I renamed it to some trendy and cool term "Chic-Po"...Hwz it ??? cool or super cool :P he he!!
And here the journey of "chic-po" started---
On first day of my sickness I was quite OK with it, I was bit enjoying it.Early morn itself I msged everyone about my illness and even posted on FB.I know it was stupid of me but cant help it after all I needed some people and topic for discussion for the day.. As expected I spent rest of the day in discussing about it with frnz and family.At that time I was happy to know how much I am valued in life of nears and dear ones.
And here a hectic day full of discussions ended.
Next day morning again as usual I was full of energy, one of my senior from office called me up and after talkin to me he suggested not to laugh too much as chic-po patients are not supposed to laugh. and yaha ho gyi meri popat no 1 of the day. After that, second day also went is some discussions F2F and over FB as status.
But as day three arrived, all discussions were over now and my free mind was sensing real Freedom !! Real Freedom, which could be risky at times.My mind became super active by this time, feeling of chic-po was shayad over taken by the feeling of being free.
Some non-sense things started hitting my head and waise bhi weekend was arriving so it became super smart.
As the day ended, it started taking chic-po in much casual way. By the Friday morning, it was all set to put up crazy messages on FB.
I know some of you must have experienced some craziest messages from me at this time but mind it huh ( in Rajnikanth style) it was a thing known as mind fitted at the top of my face. I am not at involved in this.

u wont believe coz of this piece, I even got some datt from my senior.But how do i tell him that its not me, m so innocent its this stupid mind who is doing all this. But neways nothing can be done now and coz of this I got a topic of discussion ready when i"ll join back office.

But seriously, from this period I learnt nothing could make us feel low until n unless we want to low.
So keep rocking !! keep smiling !!be healthy !! let your mind flow freely...nothin can beat you then not even...I dunno :P

now lemme read the post, dunno what all I have written :P

some recent changes in my life..

After a lot of time I am experiencing some good and some bad changes in my life.
But for sure, these changes have been exciting and to what extent this is still to researched..now i'll move on these changes----

Change 1:: official dress changed from CASUALS to FORMAL
Change 2:: wake up time from 8:00 am to 6:30 am
Change 3:: office timings from 9:00-5:45 to 9:00-6:00
Change 4:: travelling time from 45 min to 95 min
Change 5: commuting way from car to Bike + Delhi Metro + Rickshaw + Bus
Change 6: bed time from 10:30 pm to 11:45 pm

I know after reading this u would be feeling pity on me and seriously m so sad . Mwajor reason for this is coz m not able to sleep for more than 7 hrs..my sleep must be missing me sooooo much.. :( :(

time to go for me now...see u soon with more changes..till then Bbye..tc

my FIRST day @ Fiserv...

well yes..after long struggling ,unemployed and confused days I decided to join FISERV : my new organization for which I am working from now onwards.
Decision of joining Fiserv was not easy but it impacted lots of my frnz and specially Dheeraj.  Lots of discussions in the meanwhile were going on but at the end Fiserv won.
This decision grew my excitement for Fiserv and I started counting days for my joining.
Finally day arrived 18th August 2010.
I got up early morning to quickly finish my homely task and by 9:00 am I was ready to leave for my new company.
 Oh !! an important point to be mentioned here. This organization in on Dheeraj's office route :) :), so I am be going with him and coming back with him. Isn't it interesting?
I would say this is best part of my job change and I am tooooo happy for this as finally one of my dreams was getting true.
This happiness all the more made me more excited to go to office.
Coming back to 9:00 am, WE were ready to leave for our offices that were on same route now :) :)
My heart started doing lub-dub again as it was first day at new organization with new people and new responsibilities.
We took UP Link road and then Taj Expressway to reach offices.This route is the most busiest route in NCR in the morning.Road was packed with traffic and we were taking a move of 1 cm every time traffic moved. I felt as if all of the Delhi is going towards Noida. This jammed road made me frustrated and I felt why the hell I  left NIIT. This was the first time I regreted of leaving NIIT.
Neways after slithering for 1hr 30 min we managed to reach Fiserv and Dheeraj had still to cover a distance of approx 15 min to reach his office.
After reaching fiserv first thing I had to do was to meet HR there for completing joining formalities.
So the processes started and my excitement grew.
But this excitement transformed into shock when I was told that I had to go thru a DRUG test before started my joining formalities. Yes,DRUG test as if I was some druggist and am used to taking what u called heroine arrey Kareena and Kat wali nhi..drugs wali..and boys now stop thinking of these hot actresses, come back here..  haan to we were taking about heroine,cocaine,and dash dash..aur drugs mujhe nhi malum..
This was terrible I was supposed to go to some hospital in Sec 8 in Noida and then come back to fiserv to start the formalities. This was the second time in a day when I remembered NIIT.But what could have been done now..decision made was decision made.
After talking here and there and taking out my frustration I went to take this test.
It took me around 2 hrs in the whole process so @ around 12:30 pm I was back in fiserv and at that time there was some other HR  taking care of joining formalities.
This HR started my formalities and thereon my phone ranged.It was the same HR who asked me for THE DRUG test.I told him that I am back after getting it done.To this he politely and smartly replied "Oh!! you are so quick.Keep doing that in your assignments also" . I said "Yes,Surely!!" But this didnt supressed my anger over him. I felt like..like killing him. Yes, this is what I most of times feel like doing when people dont agree to me, so better beware of getting dis-agree with me.
Well after filling long and boring forms I became tired and hungry.I was damn bored of giving my autographs on forms that seems to be same everytime I read them.

Now at 4:30 pm there was some session on leaves and payroll. I was so keen to attend this session coz isse hi to leaves ka malum padne wala tha..you know, more than salary leaves are of importance to me.
but ye kya..in the mid of session I realised that k yaha to leaves points me that is in chillar per month update hoti h that too in different categories...ab to as some people say "gayi bhais paani me ". he he!!
Actually I was tired of typing English words so mane hindi me type karna start kar diya h..atleast kuch variety to milegi.
haan to..leaves..mar gaye...chillar k hisab se mili hui leaves me kya hoga..frnz from niit very well know this k i need atleast 1.5 leaves per month being it ne reason..so in the day full of excitement at 9:00 am now full of shocks..this was the third time when I remembered MY NIIT...I was really missing NIIT now..
chalo koi ni..ab to aa gaye hai yaha pe, thinking this I started again concentrating in session.
But then like a hero enters in a room in hindi movie, a guy enetered  in the meeting room. After talking to the HR there for few minutes, he asked me to come down to third floor with him to meet project team.
And at 5:00 pm I was introduced to team and some KT were planned for me.
Fiserv didnt give me even a single day to relax instead everything that was planned for me was happening minute per minute..
And finally at 6:00 pm in the evening my FIRST DAY at Fiserv ended...
Yes!! this was Fiserv on very first day..tiring..irritating..interesting..exciting...welcoming

Fiserv..as I think today is not hard but strict on its policies. Fiserv is disciplined but very humble towards new joinees.
Its good to be a part of Fiserv family now and I am really towards my future with Fiserv..

Waiting for your good wishes...

unemloyement

Unemployement..is it funny ?

Well, I would say Yes it is but but but just in my case.
Guys I am unemployed since last 3 days and I dunno for how long its going to continue.But for sure its going to end by 16th August.

Till then I need some work,its soooooooo boring to stay at home for full day with no work and no play.
Earlier I used to think that stayin at home is so interesting.You can sleep for hours n hours, sleepin being my favorite hobby.Talk about sleep n I could be seen yawning :) :) I am yawnin right now also :P
Take it easy,its my speciality.I can sleep anytime provided m not disturbed while sleeping. :) :)

chalo, neways leave that.Lets continue on my UNEMPLOYEMENT.
Now-a-days I dunno what to do..sleep..watch movie..eat--drink..what else ?
You know yesterday evening I watched "Tere Bin Laden", I hope u guys know even this is a movie a small budget one dat has dat song..arey wahi wala song ..pathe wala.he he !!
Its terrible..striclty no show movie.

arrey kara di na gadbad..u talked about sleep n see now i am feelng sleepy..ok ok..it was me who talked about it..but right now gotta go..my sweet n adorable sleep is calling me..

Byye..see u soon..take care :)

parting from NIIT

Day arrived..5th August 2010

Historical day in my life, when i duuno whether it was an END of a chapter in my life or the BEGINING of a new series..
The day when I was again confused.I wasn't able to decide that I should celebrate this day or silently walk out with sadness deep in my heart.

Yes,It was my last day @ NIIT Technologies.
I never thought moving out of NIIT would be so painful.Sadness will overcome Happiness.


This was my last mail @ NIIT..my GOODBYE mail..my last words that i wanted to say to my project and my team.
I joined NIIT in 2008 and never thought of leaving it.Deep in my heart I always had a feeling that its going to be my first and last company.But to be honest looking at marke trend I had a thought it my mind of moving out of NIIT after 2 yrs and I did so.

I always knew parting from NIIT , form my team mates who gradually became my friends would be tough.
But never ever I thought that It would low down my happiness of moving a step forward in my life.
While moving out of ODC I wanted to meet each and every person with whom I had shared a good morning smile, breakfast table chats, washroom gossips , lunch table discussions and a walk through ODC.I felt as if these moment would never again come in my life when I could again relive them.

Everyone around me was happy for me and was giving me good wishes for my future.Even I was happy as it was a new start for me with new motives and new objectives.I was overwhelmed with the response I was receiving from my frinends and colleagues.In this happiness I was restless somewhere deep inside me.My TL was on leave,he didnt come to office and my last meeting with him never happened.He was best TL very supportive and understanding.His trust and belief in me made me work wonderfully throughout my tenure with NIIT.He always encouraged me to work beyond my boundary that I had defined for myself. I couldnt say "thanks" to him, this thought was disturbing me.

With this thought in my mind,I was wrapping up things and was ready to leave..leave from NIIT.
Suddenly I realised that MY desk and MY computer would no longer remain mines.Someone else would come to seat and use my computer.This thought filled me with anger and sadness.I thought "how could some one else use my computer.this is my system and only i am supposed to use it".But this thought was of no use.
That seat is no longer my seat, that computer is no my computer..everything is over.:"MY" word  could no longer be used for things I used.

NIIT has always been special to me and m sure for life long its going to be very special for me.
If I had to say something about NIIT I would say "NIIT not only made me what I am today but improved my personal life too"

"REPLACEMENT"

REPLACEMENT...just a simple english word,well-known to all of us but ofcourse we should be open-handed in English only then...
Anyways,leave it.
REPLACEMENT has a very simple meaning..a thing that replaces some other thing is known as replacement.
Till that day, this word has zero importance n impact in my life.I had always ignored this word,but its importance changed in my life when I heard it from my TL in office.
I was serving notice period in my office and it was very well known to me that obviously my place in my team would be given to some other person when I'll leave.I was quite prepared for it and had even prepared some knowledge transfer sessions for new guy in my team who was yet to come.

It was 11:00 am, I was busy with my assigned work and my TL came with a guy to me. He said " Hi Ruchi, he is Saurav your replacement". Yes, "REPLACEMENT".
This word shook my mind and my heart. My heart got wounded, torn into pieces.This was the first time in my life when I realised the impact of this word.For a moment,I could not understood what was happening.
Then I realised that I am leaving my team and that guy is my REPLACEMENT.
The impact of that word had never been so loud on me before that day. Looking someone infront of you who would be taking your hard-earned position was not at all easy.
I felt as if something is moving away from me..or better to say something was ready to be taken from me..
It hurts..really !!
Its sad to see your replacement...but truth is that one has to be replaced by some other sooner or later..
Hence,journey of "replacement" continues....

when countdown started..

It was June 7,2010 when it started.
I was in office desperatelt waiting for final letter from my new expected company.I was refreshing my mail box after every 10 min and my eyes were fixed on my desktop.
But by mid-day my desperation was changing into my frustration and irritation.I was damn irritated coz my expectation was over-coming my brain and no comunication from new company was hanging over my head.
On founding myself empty handed even after half-day,I decided not to expect anything and better to leave for home.
By 3:30 in afternoon I was @ home and just to try I checked my mail box.
I was surprised to see the mail from new company and again my sadness changed into happiness.There I remembered words of Dheeraj that he said to me as I was about to leave for home from office.He told me to wait for their mail as he was I dunno hw,but was pretty sure that this would happen.


I was excited as I was about to put up my first resignation and feeling of resigning for first time is just like the wetness from first rain..fear after first bunk..excitement after first success.
I felt as if I have achieved something that was soooo impoertant for me at that time.
In this excitement time passed and it was 6:30 in the evening.I accessed my company's web portal to fill my e-Exit form.
While filling up the form I was thinkin why it took Vineet,my frnd too long to fill up the form.It was small form requiring minimum details.It took me hardly 5 min to fill the form and now I was supposed the click on the "SUBMIT" button on the form.
As I pointed my rat (alias of mouse, u know my studying DB now-a-days)there,something happened.
My hands freezed,mind was not able to take any action.I just could not click on the "SUBMIT" button.Something was stopping me to move ahead.
I read again my form and tried to submit it but this time again I couldn't.
Now I was able to understand why Vineet took 1 hr to submit the form.It was no more fun for me to submit my resignation.
The memories of my first day at NIIT were floating infront of my eyes.The fear that I felt on my first day Jan14,2008 was again in my heart.Its more than 2 yrs now since I have been associated with NIIT.
NIIT as I used to refer to my frnz have second home for me and now it was like parting away from family.I was happy but there was sadness about leaving NIIT deep in my heart. As I remembered my Team Lead,it became more difficult for me to submit my resignation.I could remember the support and appreciation that I received from since I joined my current project.Officially this was my first project and Sushil sir my first TL.I felt as if I am cheating him, his expectations from me.He had lots of expectations from me and surely he never expected me to leave the NIIT specifically my team.
But now it was time for me to go out of this family and explore the world.Meanwhile I was preparing myself to move ahead,I did lots of things some funny some serious. I never planned to write a mail but inorder to prepare myself I not only wrote it but I even mailed it.
I called my bro ane told him the situation.He counted 20 to encouarge me to do it but his tries didnt help me much.
I pinged my frnd Jyotsana telling her my situation and like others she tried to insist me to put it on.But like every effort all went in vain.Thereafter,I realised that its me and only me who could encourage myself to put forward my resignation.
Then I closed my eyes,remembered some good moments and some bad ones, some gr8 people whom I met here and some not so gr8 but nice people, my initial days at NIIT and specifically my project, my TL and his expectations I clicked on "SUBMIT"...and then COUNTDOWN started.

a lot happened

Hey Frnz

It has been a while since we had some discussion on some or other things.
So I thought to pen down some thing, but telling you frankly m still not sure what I am about say.It has been for the first time when I am totally clueless of my words that I am going to write after these.
I hope you guys are getting the idea behind me saying all this.
U got it!! rite ???
"BEWARE", yes this is the word.Beware of this write-up.
This may prove to be injurious to health,at the same time it may be some nonsense,any gossip, few serious notes or anything.
It could be "NETHING" or simply "NOTHING" :) :)

By now I have done enough of editing of words written till now,so stopping this activity and moving ahead.

A lot had happened since then.
Bad summers have arrived-hitting NCR with almost 45 degress, my first wedding anniversary-we celebrated it on May 17, Dheeraj's first bday post wedding-we had family dinner, new job search-its still on :)

A lot !! U know even I am realizing this now that many things and many lovely moments had arrived and left me deprived of them.

Any ways, leaving all these, lets talk some thing good. Its summer afternoon :lazy and depressing so I will not bore you more.

Let me share some funny things that happened with me.
I went to a company for an interview.Interviewer was impressed with the replies I was giving to his questions.
He was happy and started expecting more smart answers from me.Then he started asking about SQL.He asked a query to delete some values from a row and obviously I didnt know the answer to this( remember job search is "ON"). But I tried to find a way and you know what I replied.Obviously how would you know, but still any wild guesses.

I replied" ma manually erase kar dungi row me jake". he he !!!
But mind you guys, interviewer clapped for me for this answer and said "Awesome". :) :)
By the way if you know the answer do let me know, m still preparing for interviews.

WOW...WOW...WOW...just WOW!!

yes..IT happened!!
Thing for which I waiting with my whole heart is just about to happen.Finally after a long wait and lots of excitement I am getting what I was expecting.This day is most joyous day of my life.My ever waited moment!!
You know I am damn excited to see after reactions of this,reactions of some of crucial people that made me take this decision and as reward am getting IT.
I am just speechless to express whats going on in my hear-.lub -dub,lub-dub.lub-dub..this is just what i can say right now.
By now you guys must have known my excitement level.
hands are shaking,body is shivering..coz AC here is set to quite low temperature..he he!!

ok..chill!!

By the time you guys would read this , you all must have known of what "IT" is for which I am very very very very excited and happy...

Bye Guys...m going to fly in this new world with new wings. But I'll make sure that I never move out of my base grounds..
zuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!!! gone...

m all GREEN

Green symbolizes Environment..

Green presents Hope..

Green represents Growth..

Green is the Emerald..

Green is Love..  

But my Green is neither love nor promise.Its not a plant and not even a stone.

M all GREEN in ENVY..yes m JEALOUS.

I am jealous of all those happy moments that came into his life when I was not with him.

I am reluctant to all those frnz who were fortunate enough to see him rocking and dancing.

I wish somehow those moments could be re-lived.

I envy MASTERS OF PUPPETS that carried him with it..

I am jealous of his frnz who saw him swaying after 8 pegs of drink..

I am jealous of all those roads that moved with him from end to end..
I am  jealous of all those things that made him wild..

But this time, I am proud to be jealous. 
May be my jealousy would let us re-live those moments.

my twin sis..

It was Sunday morning. I was in all mood to go out n chill as horrifying Monday was approaching me with the light of speed, I mean speed of light. Even a thought of monday on sunday morning terrifies me.

But I am sure, this is  not just the case with me but maximum of us are tortured my Monday feeling and thats why we have something called OSIM!-Oh Shitt Its Monday.  :) :)

Here I would like to steal a dialogue from very famous hindi movie OSO in reference of Monday and me(apologies to team of OSO for doin so),but I would mention dat in a l'l bit modified form."When I dont want anything to happen,then whole universe tries to make me meet that unwanted thing". Then here my bad luck starts to work out in most efficient and effective manner. Anyways, this would continue so its of no use to blub over it.We shall,specifically I should move on from this.

So, where was I? Yeah,on Sunday morning. After having yummy paneer pakodas and tea in breakfast, I discussed this plan of mines with my dearest hubby.As soon as I finished, infact I was in mid of my wish list when he interrupted and asked me "You want to go for shopping? rite?".To which I replied "I am proud of you.You understood it before I finished".To which he replied "Is there anything new in your wish list for which I have to take time in understanding".

Now, before I could explain him actually convince him that why I want to go shopping he gave me plan of today. Here I would like to tell you guys plan made by my hubby are not just plans but the steps in them have to be executed before you can think of skipping anyone.Its the case of "Do or Dont Do ", no compromises or shortcuts are entertained. :P

It was 12 pm by now, and we were ready to go out. We reached CRM,this is nearest to our home.

Then we went to Pantaloons to shop for obviously me. :) 

There I could not find myself pleasing with the collection they had,but then my hubby got some dress I dunno from which corner of store that pleased me.

I went to see myself in mirror.
As I having a look on that dress in mirror, I felt as if that mirror image was moving.For once I felt that it was  nothing but Monday terror that had overcome me.
I ignored and started back staring that dress. There again I felt it was shaking. I was frightened then for a minute.I froze there with my mouth glued and eyes wide open...
After a minute, I gathered my all courage then tried to touch that mirror.

But what was it? Was that mirror I was expecting ?

NO, I sensed a human in-place of mirror.I was stunned.

I again touched it and this time even that mirror image was trying to touch me with the same reaction as I was doing.

This time it was fun, I realised this is me who is trying to touch me.Yes, it was girl resembling to me.She was just my copy or you can I was copy of her.

I was excited.It was fun to meet someone just like you.I was overwhelmed, as she was.

We tried to talk to each other but it felt as if we both have forgotten the words to speak out.We were moving our hands with joy to make each other understand our feelings.

That moment was unforgettable,totally one in thousands. I pinched myself to check out whether am not dreaming.

After taking some breath, I asked whats her name?Who is she? Where she lives?I fired so many questions on her.

But before she could reply, I heard some sound,as if anyone was calling me.I looked around but no one was calling me so ignored that  and continued with our conversation.

She told me , her name is Sakshi and stays in Jaipur.

There again I felt some sound,this time I decided to concentrate on that sound and I realised that someone was knocking door of my bedroom.

It was papa knocking the door and telling me to get up as it was 6:00 am in  morning.

Yes it was that OSIM!! morning.....

my hubby's best frnz

Going down to the lane of memories, I remember the day when my wedding with Dheeraj was just fixed.I was all excited to know everything related to Dheeraj...All those things that mattered a lot to him, every person he was fond of..I wanted to know every bit of his life..his food..his life style..his fav's..his friends..his ex-girl friends :P (just kidding).All these people and things suddenly got high importance in my life..It felt like my life has started revolving around these facts..

I wanted to share his world with me..wait a minute...I was not trying to be a detective or so but I wanted to be a part of his life in real sense..I desired to feel that every moment that he used to feel..I was excited to create a space in my heart for that every person he was fond of .

And there came three names..Vaibhav, Yashu n Nitin.

                                                kodak moment : rare pic of all 4 together


  When I heard these names at first, these were just his friend's name, actually his best friends. Honestly telling, I was a li'l bit dis-appointed also coz I was expecting name of atleast one girl in his gang but came all boys.

Anyways, now upon hearing these names I wanted to know these guys as these were new entries in my life.
After few days,all three of them were now known to me and I think that even I was not a new name in their lives.With full due respect and happiness I opened doors of my life for them.
 

I wanted to know Vaibhav,Yashu n Nitin now.

who they are? what do they do? when all of them became best friends..I was ready to cherish their friendship.

I think, I will have to repeat these names over n over again..so lemme me give them a name, a collective name..so lemme think..till then u take a break... :)

m back..I think since these guys enjoy a lot so I'll call them HAHU..funny or interesting..wat u say?
if nothing, den my suggestion doors via comment box are always open.. :P
So, HAHU guys were of top interest to me now.I wanted to share there views about me but didnt want them to share my views about them. :P..Its ok guys..digest it !!

Once, just yuhi I asked Dheeraj what do HAHU guys call me.
As dese guys were my hubby best friends so from old traditional values and system and not to forget hindi movies, I was expecting them to refer me as Bhabhi and myself to call them as Vaibhav bhaiya, Yashu bhaiya and Nitin bhaiya..It seemed to be funny and annoying to me but like a hindustani wife I had to expect myself to call HAHU guys like that. And as I was not sure about Dheeraj's thinkin then so I didnt force myself to look out for more options.
 

But there came a surprise for me and an example of modern n free thinking of Dheeraj.He said" these guys will call me Ruchi only". I was surprised and happy to know this but still I said "Why? Ask them to call me bhabhi and I'll refer them as bhaiyas as it happens in our families". But he denied and said"Let them call you Ruchi only.There is no problem in calling you by name and you also call them by their names only. Forget this bahiya and all concept." I agreed.
and there somewhere laid a path for my friendship with HAHU guys: Vaibhav,Yashu and Nitin.

When I got to know profile of these guys I was impressed.They all were well qualified Software Engineers working in well-known companies.
Vaibhav is a graduate from DCE and so Yashu. Nitin is a B.Tech from IP University.
An important point that I should not forget to mention here specially for my female frnz..all of them are SINGLE and very well ready to MINGLE... :)

Sorry HAHU guys but could not stop myself to mention this thing here. U all know m very concern about u all to get mingled so that I could have a female companion in our group and most important Dheeraj and me can plan our goa trip with u n ur mates.
And girls, I bet the girl who would become their mate would be fortunate enough to ask another thing in their lives. Trust me !!
ok now..coming back to Yashu, Vaibhav and Nitin.After knowing them a bit as of now, I never expected myself to be a good friend of them and be a part of their happy n wonderful group.
 

When I first met them after our wedding, I was amazed to meet all of them. All of them were great very enthusiastic, cheerful.

I was happy to see that these guys had accepted me so well in their group.
I remember when I first met them at Saffron Court(hot meeting point of HUHA guys), Nitin said "I am very happy to have a new member in our group and I hope our group would enlarge to five members and not size down to 3". His these few words had a deeper meaning and there I didnt know what to say coz I was not sure whether I would be able to keep myself up to their expectations or not.But, from heart I desired to make up myself to be one of them.
 

And since that day, after 7 months I am proud to say that I have been able to keep myself up to their expectations.
Now we are a group of 5 rather than 4.

I never expected myself to say this but its true, I am fortunate enough to get Vaibhav,Nitin and Yashu as friends in my life.

And nevertheless, again I am Very very thankful to Dheeraj to give such a nice bunch of friends.

In the End I would say, CHEERS to our FRIENDSHIP!!!

my heart goes zoommmm..

Well..Its 18 th January..18 th very common and normal date for u my frnz, but very very special for me..

First ceremony towards my wedding happened on this day last year. Yes, it was my roka ceremony .

I remember I was very excited for this ceremony and was all ready to accept this coming change in my life.Above all I was very excited to meet Dheeraj as officially It was going to be my second meeting with him.....That was 18th January 2009.

and now exactly after a year on 18 th January 2010..I am totally and madly in love with Dheeraj.

I wonder how this happened to me. I am sure this could not be me who fell in love with him but its his charisma that made me love him more n more every day every moment.
Here,I would love tosay few lines for him:

                       Everytime I look into your eyes, I see my paradise
                       The stars are shining right up in the sky, fainty words love desire
                       You have captured my mind, my heart, my soul on earth

      
I remember the day, when I started writing something for my myself  to update my orkut profile and I  landed up with a testimonial for him.

While in college I have heard that love could make u crazy. It would make u forget urself and I used to think that this all is just filmy nothing else.

But now I realize, being in love is so beautiful. We have world with us when we have our loved one with us.

                             No place could be best than the arms of your beloved..

                             No sound could be sweet than the voice of your beloved..
                             No heart could be more pure than heart of your beloved.

Cheers Bloggin!!!

Oh..completed 5 months of blogging...n Only I know how I have done so..tried hard n hard n hard to keep up the spirit of writing..

like everyone my blog also got some ups n downs in its(coz I dunno blog whether blog is HE or SHE :-) ) nyways..yes it received many ups n downs in whole life till  now..some times it received write-ups on very very small duration , sometimes multiple in a day (hard to digest atleast for (now u know why 'IT') 'it', sometimes infact most of time it starved for even a single write-up.

Above everything it really felt  alone n ignored in this world as many times I forgot k I do have a blog where I am supposed to put up things now n then..

but like a strong girl (coz girls are stronger than boys, boys plz digest this..   :P) it took every moment as it came n proved itself to b a strong player in this blog world.

But, really its interesting to write blogs..to make people read ur non-sense thots n den react on dem..but tragedy of MY BLOG..rarely frnz put comments on my non-sense. I hope dere commenting habit wud probably improve wid my blogs.

On serious note, I got to know a lot abt myself , my life while writing. I took out my frustration on this blog..It really helped me to enjoy this writing habit n improve this reading habit specially reading my own notes.

So guys, tighten ur belt dere is gonna be more..some may be on my NEW YEAR trip..yeah now dont tell me k its a bit late to write abt my new year trip..i know it..ok..u just wait to read it

bbyeeeeee...tc

Oh sorry but I am back..just now while editing this write-up I realised I have improved this color-matchin quality in me..and credit goes to blogging.

CHEERS BLOGGING !!!!

Second part of Life...

Second part of Life...

ye..dat self-motivating thot made me do so...n I did it.

Yes...towards achieveing my first thing I took first step n thanks to u my love I got success in it just coz of u..

I have myself capable of moving out of this life...I hope I'll continue to do so on n on n on...