August 9, 2010

parting from NIIT

Day arrived..5th August 2010

Historical day in my life, when i duuno whether it was an END of a chapter in my life or the BEGINING of a new series..
The day when I was again confused.I wasn't able to decide that I should celebrate this day or silently walk out with sadness deep in my heart.

Yes,It was my last day @ NIIT Technologies.
I never thought moving out of NIIT would be so painful.Sadness will overcome Happiness.


This was my last mail @ NIIT..my GOODBYE mail..my last words that i wanted to say to my project and my team.
I joined NIIT in 2008 and never thought of leaving it.Deep in my heart I always had a feeling that its going to be my first and last company.But to be honest looking at marke trend I had a thought it my mind of moving out of NIIT after 2 yrs and I did so.

I always knew parting from NIIT , form my team mates who gradually became my friends would be tough.
But never ever I thought that It would low down my happiness of moving a step forward in my life.
While moving out of ODC I wanted to meet each and every person with whom I had shared a good morning smile, breakfast table chats, washroom gossips , lunch table discussions and a walk through ODC.I felt as if these moment would never again come in my life when I could again relive them.

Everyone around me was happy for me and was giving me good wishes for my future.Even I was happy as it was a new start for me with new motives and new objectives.I was overwhelmed with the response I was receiving from my frinends and colleagues.In this happiness I was restless somewhere deep inside me.My TL was on leave,he didnt come to office and my last meeting with him never happened.He was best TL very supportive and understanding.His trust and belief in me made me work wonderfully throughout my tenure with NIIT.He always encouraged me to work beyond my boundary that I had defined for myself. I couldnt say "thanks" to him, this thought was disturbing me.

With this thought in my mind,I was wrapping up things and was ready to leave..leave from NIIT.
Suddenly I realised that MY desk and MY computer would no longer remain mines.Someone else would come to seat and use my computer.This thought filled me with anger and sadness.I thought "how could some one else use my computer.this is my system and only i am supposed to use it".But this thought was of no use.
That seat is no longer my seat, that computer is no my computer..everything is over.:"MY" word  could no longer be used for things I used.

NIIT has always been special to me and m sure for life long its going to be very special for me.
If I had to say something about NIIT I would say "NIIT not only made me what I am today but improved my personal life too"

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Like it,, Like it..!!! A kind of Adieu being pasted here.. :)